Fox admits that sometimes she feels somewhat dissapointed in her career thus far. She says she has never had any merchandise, and while having merchandise doesn’t mean her career was a success, it’s certainly something that most ‘successful’ Superstars have. She says she shouldn’t compare herself to others, but she finds it difficult not to.
Garcia mentions that everyone has to run their own race and while Fox mightn’t have any merchandise, she was the first African American Divas Champion which was a huge deal. Fox says that she was so young when WWE put their faith in her and made her the Divas Champion, and she wasn’t able to fully realize how incredible that opportunity was or how big of a responsibility it was either.
Fox says she was excited about the opportunity to appear on Total Divas, but she was not happy with the fact that she came off as a ‘drunken nut’. She doesn’t like thinking about that period in her life, and it’s even more uncomfortable for her to think about thousands of people watching her go through that on a television show.
In spite of this, she was upset at the fact that she was removed from the show. She looked at the other girls on the show and realized that they were all in relationships with guys on the roster while she was not. She also thought that maybe she wasn’t dramatic enough for the show’s producers.
